It's Been A while...

Wow.. It's been a while huh? hahaha.. So.. What has been happening for the past 1.5 month or so? hmmm... Definitely one of the craziest semester.. 4 different groups in 4 different classes.. Homeworks, quizzes, lab reports and presentations pretty much describes how busy I am.. LOL.. and there are midterms occasionally too! Also, I have just picked up my responsibility in the Honor Society as the Activity Coordinator.. That will just add more to my workload.. All of that adds on to the regular activity like laundry and room cleaning is just massive stress.. roar! But I guess Im dealing with it alrite... hahaha.. Anyway.. Hvt been taking much pictures.. But I went to this speaker event the other day.. It a speech delivered by the former CEO of Adobe.. It's definitely one of the better speaker events that I have attended.. And here's a picture of him! haha..



Hmm.. one of his biggest mistake according to him.. was that he did not fire some people that he sees not fit in his company early enough.. Because he said that it is hard to fire ppl who actually worked hard, dedicated and friendly but just doesn't fit with the company which can retard the company's growth.. hahah.. and yeah.. he delivered his speech sitting down.. And it was in such a relaxed manner.. How I wish I can deliver a speech the way he did.. Totally Awesome! hahaha..

Ahhh.. Back to SJ... The US one.. haha

Owh yeah.. First week of classes.. currently enrolled in 14 units.. am trying to add 3 more units.. but it is very unlikely that I get the additional 3 units.. Which means I will have to take 19 units during my last semester... OR else.. It's gonna be at least another semester at SJSU.. further delaying my expected graduation.. =O Stress Stress Stress.. What can I do? The state of California is in so much trouble with the budget deficit.. Such a bad time to study in California.. They are cutting classes.. and everyone are fighting for spots in classes.. Makes it so much harder to add classes.. can't really do much.. they cut the budget that was original allocated for education.. Therefore, the university has no choice but to cut classes and also some days off.. called Furlough days.. No idea what that means.. but it sucks.. hahaha.. if that's the case.. I will just have to deal with 19 units next semester or Delay my graduation yet again.. =( It's not going to be pleasant.. but life isn't just all pleasure i guess.. ahhaha.. Sorry for the disappointment that I am going to cause to my parents.. LOL.. but it's not really my fault.. I tried to Add the classes.. But who knows I might get the spot for the class that Im trying to add.. Till next wednesday nite.. It will be finalized... 4 out of 23?.. LOL..that's about 20% or less.. crap.. owh well.. guess I will just have to deal with it.. =/

Anyway... I had a blast back in Malaysia!! Thanks to all the friends and family back home! Spending time with you guys have been awesome! hahaha.. Here are some pictures from the Penang trip! =)

One Malaysia!

Saving the words for later.. Lol.. Updated blog! not like some ppl!! =O

Back Home!

LALALALA.. Hmmm.. Schedule back in Malaysia has been pretty tight so far.. But it's been going great! hahah.. weeee.. errrr.. No pictures yet i guess.. owh wait.. Inti Ball.. Hmm.. I should start bringing out my camera.. hahaha.. ANyway.. I just wanted to change the songs! weeee

Someone actually said I looked like Adam Lambert!! WTF!!!!!!! And I don't look like him at all!!! He's the runner up of American idol.. But.... He's GAYYYYYY! lolx.. owh well.. At least he is talented.. haha.. I've added one of his songs in my playlist too! =) And here's a picture of him.. LOL.. Taken from Americanidol.com.

Taking Off!

Owh yeah! The day has come... In about 14 hours time, I'll be on SQ 15 flying off from SFO to SIN.. And then.. I will have to rot in Changi Airport for like 5 hours and 50 minutes.. And finally back in KUL at 7.50am! Owh yeah baby.. Home sweet home! hahaa.. My plan is to quarantine myself for 2 days.. at least from frens.. But.. feel free to call me up if u wanna hear from me... I still have the 014 number! weeeeeee... Till then.. Ji4n signing out!

The Way I Am =)

Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I Am

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Retrieved for A-Z Lyrics.com i think.. LOL...

Awesome song isn't it? Totally love it.. hahaha.. If a girl would sing this to me.. Gosh.. There goes my heart.. LOL.. Seriously.. It will make me feel so errr.. appreciated.. =D

Hmmm.. A lil updates just to keep my blog going.. hahaha.. Unlike some of the blogs that I used to go to all the time.. They are like.. stucked in a moment.. LOL.. ANd it's been forever! Hmmm.. Summer classes has begun! It's pretty damn crazy.. However, I am only taking this one class.. But last sunday wasn't a good one.. I was working on this film write up until like 4 am!! and I have 9 am class the same day.. =/ haha.. Coz I had to work in the morning.. so i started to work on that assignment at like 12am.. GG.. TOok me so much longer than expected.. hahaha..

One class for 6 weeks sounds easy enough huh? But the lecturer told us that last summer, almost 100% of the students failed.. We are like.. WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.. almost 100%? what do u mean by that? like 1 out of 25 passed? hahaha.. Dude.. thats ridiculous!! No Effing way!! You must be kidding me!! Yeah.. All those BS here and there.. got me and my frens worried.. LOL.. So... We''lll see if we can go through this class without much problem.. ROAR!!!

This summer do offers me more free time thou.. Now i can go to the gym like every afternoon.. Play some basketball and try to get some weight off.. hahaha.. hmmm.. Let's see.. Some pictures would be good huh? For those who dont look at my facebook.. here's some highlights of my 10 days road trip from Los Angeles to Las Vegas to Colorado to Arizona and then back to Las Vegas and Los ANgeles.. hahaha.. It's been a really awesome trip! Met up with two of my college mates.. hehehe.. 3 of us never fail to have fun together.. LOL.. And we did go to VEGAS! haha.. SIn City!

Wuuu Laaa Laaa.. It's Finals season again!

Owh yeah.. finals next week! hahaha.. Let's see.. Mechanics of Materials Lab on Tuesday, State Politics on Wednesday, Microsystem design on Friday, Vibrations and business organization on Monday! wuuuuuuulaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Flight booked!

Yeah! Finally got my flight booking done! hahaha.. So... I will be leaving on the 13th of July and will be back in Kuala Lumpur International Airport on the 15th of July.. Crap! Lost a day! hahaha.. owh well.. and will be staying till August 23rd! hahaha.. About a month ++ Till then.. time for bed! hahaha.. Can't wait to see everyone.. =)

It was Saturday and now it's Sunday.. Am having my second mid term for State Politics on Monday.. The worst subject this semester.. At least scoring wise.. haha.. Yah.. Screwed up badly on the first mid term.. But well.. Kept comforting myself that is not my major bla bla bla.. But it all still comes down to.. Screw up = Screw up.. No matter if its your area of concentration or wat.. I have to do better this time.. If not.. Who knows what's going to happen at the end of the semester.. This semester actually went by rather quickly.. It's April already.. which means.. There will only be like 5 - 6 weeks of classes left for Spring 2009.. haha.. But errr. Yeah.. Been studying Politics for like 2 hours today.. And only did like 2 chapters.. Im just so not used to staring at the same book and read and read and read.. Im more problem solving kind of people.. Reading just don't feel right for me.. That's why I don't really enjoy reading stuffs.. And reading something that Im not even really interested in.. States politics? Gosh.. Sounds Interesting? =/ Can't believe that people can actually major in Political Science..

Anyway.. Just an update for updating.. haha.. lame.. Errr.. Summer Schedule is out.. I will do my best to get in my class.. Which will last 6 weeks.. Will be done by July 10th.. Therefore, I still have about a month and a couple of days left of my summer.. Am planning to go back to Malaysia.. Still looking at air fares thou.. Hoping it will still drop.. hahaha.. Any tips? But yeah.. Most probably I will be going home.. At least I will be experiencing half of the summer over here.. My very first.. hahaha.. But yeah.. it's always good to be home.. =) Hmm.. I guess time for bed for me.. 2.12am huh? hahaha.. Guess what.. I actually finished E.U in less than a week.. Hardcore! lolx.. 30 episodes in less than 7 days.. haha... Can't believe I actually did that when Im taking 17 units.. LOL..

Ow ow.. I had my Ice Skating Midterm last Friday... hahaha.. It was good overall.. Just that I kinda screwed up my snow plow stop.. hahaha.. kinda got stucked in some blade prints left by other people.. Grrrrr... But overall it was good I guess... At least I didn't fall! wahahaha! Hmmm.. I really need to spice up my life.. Any constructive ideas? ahahha.. CONSTRUCTIVE please!

Gone... Lost.. Missing..

Yes.. The title pretty much describes the state that I am currently in. Where's the motivation that got me to the point that im on now? It just diminished.. Like Gone.. Poof! there it goes.. No idea.. Whats the point of doing all these again? No idea.. This sucks dude.. Like in the middle of the semester.. All Spring Break.. What have I been doing? Nothing! at least nth productive.. For some reasons, I was supposed to get a lot of rest.. However, I don think I had enuff sleep every nite.. Why is that? No freaking idea.. Something always come up.. And i get stucked.. And for long.. ANd sleep late nite.. NOt good.. Screw it.. It's Saturday.. 2 more days and school continues.. Currently a lil intoxicated wit a corona extra.. But why it came down to this? Coz I really don't know what else to do.. Im just having the feeling that.. WHy should I give a shit about all the school work? WHy can't I just do nothing.. Like do everything that is fun, exciting, easy, fulfilling, etc etc etc!! Gosh.. It's driving me nuts.. I don't think this is the first time it has occured to me.. Don remember what got me out of these in the past.. Songs? Trying to find some rite now.. =( and trying to talk to some friends too.. Other than that.. I really donno what can be done.. If u have the answer.. Please Please.. Help me out.. =)

Spring Break!!

Omgosh.. It's actually my third Spring break already!! So that means it's my third year in the United States too! hahaha.. The first spring break was kinda cool.. Went to an amusement park.. THe second Spring break I went to Seattle, Washington. and now.. Probably going to seaside!! ahhaa.. Santa Cruz? Maybe San diego.. hahaha.. But well.. I have 3 Mid terms right after mid term!!! =/ I will at least enjoy a few days of spring break wit errr... restttttttttt! Loads of rest! hahaha.. Gosh.. I like my new playlist! hahaha.. I don't know what genre is this.. but I like it! haha.. Most songs are songs that I heard on Pandora - the so called new kind of Radio on the INternet.. It's really cool.. I would recommend everyone to try it out.. Basically u just enter any artist or songs that you like.. And they will make you a playlist.. THen u can kinda comment on it whether u like it or not.. and they will modify the playlist again.. haha Cool rite? Owh.. There's also this site called Musicovery.com if im not mistaken.. It plays music according to ur mood.. ahhaha.. of course u have set ur mood there la... One downside of it is that the quality of music aren't that good.. at least for some of the songs.. But Pandora plays high quality music! =)

Hmmm.. Something not that pleasant happened right before spring break thou.. I was playing basketball wit a fren in the gym.. Everything was cool as we are playing among outselves.. Until we started playing wit 3 other ppl in the gym.. An African American and two American Asians? haha.. Yea.. The first game was cool.. We won it quite easily.. However, the second game got really ugly.. Out of frustration and tiredness.. They started to throwing in Hard fouls.. Like really hard.. if u know basketball.. It's basically a flagrant foul on some plays.. My fren has this bad problem that he's suffering from.. And they were throwing in clumsy hard fouls on him.. And they don't apologize after doing it.. I knew its gonna be a rough game from that point.. My fren got frustrated and he pushed one of the guys.. But luckily they din start a fight.. The game moves on.. WIt more and more foul plays.. And they started denying their fouls.. Althou obviously they are like fouling us on every play.. And then on one possession.. I just got so frustrated and tired of one of the guys.. He denied fouling me after wrapping around me and like whacking my arm a couple of times.. I don't know where it come from.. exam stress? homework stress? whatever it is.. The adrenaline just rushed up to my brain.. And I shouted out some really offensive words.. U know what I mean.. hahaha @U*#@**($*$*(@* bla bla bla.. Like really really loud.. I think people around the court are all looking at me and shits.. but watever.. We continued to play.. And we won by 2.. XD wahahhahahahaha.. SCREW THEM! Playing dirty will never get you any win! ROAR!!!

Hmmm.. until I get on a trip or something.. Spring break will just be a rest for me.. hehe.. Recharging for the remaining of the semester.. =)

The 100th Post =O

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!???? It's the 100th Post! wow.. How much crap has hamster released in this place.. Gosh. It's the freaking 100th time.. I think I created this blog sometime like 2 years ago.. When I first came to the US.. Cause I have nth better to do back then.. And still is now.. hahaha.. But.. It's been a really good container of my crappy thoughts.. hahaha.. Loads of BS by a BSer like me.. hahaha.. But well.. Ppl BS all the time.. =) It's okay.. hahaha.. So Wat is up!?

Let's see... 2 more mid terms.. One on Monday and one on Thursday.. And wooot.. after Friday's Ice Skating class... IT's SPRING BREAKKKKKKKK !! hahaha.. I know some people are already having their spring break.. Gosh.. CSU are always a week behind... =( but well.. We started school a lil later than others too.. But.. We end our semester later too! Ish... So unfair! Sometimes I wish I shoulda chose another university over this... Screwed me up so badly.. hahaha.. All the delay in graduation and stuffss.. gosh.. driving me nuts at times...

Owh.. I am gonna take this Opportunity to thank all the people who visited this place filled with Hamster's crappy thoughts.. =) Ur comments are really CONSTRUCTIVE and SUPPORTIVE.. hahaha.. Thank you, thank you. Please continue to do so in the future.. =) I don't know if there's any people who are quietly visiting and not leaving any comments .. Come on.. Just let me know that you know about this.. I already had this once.. Like someone suddenly told me, " haha.. I have seen ur blog.. " The moment was kinda embarrassing.. hahaha.. Ish.. How did people find out when I don send them the link.. All these spies and hackers! roar!! hahaha.. But if it's your way of knowing people's mind while not wanting them to know.. That's perfectly fine with me.. Coz I do that too! hahaha.. But... A simple Hi in the chatbox will be great.. =) REVEAL yourself! lolx.. Gosh.. Hope I have not been talking to imaginary person.. hahaha..

ANyway... It's time to start working on my homework.. And hopefully get some studying done.. Can't wait for Spring Break to come.. =D Till then.. Hamster.. SIgning off!

It Turned out to Be a Pretty good day! =D

Yes.. I got up at 9.00am this morning as I was anticipating to play some basketball. Was kinda disappointed thou.. As I don't have a ride to play ball.. My fren's ankle is still hurting and he's not going, which means I don't get to go too.. After that, I went out to get some food for the pot luck party at noon. I was thinking not to attend as I have to work at 3pm, but finally decided to go and it was absolutely the right decision.

At the party, there's this Malaysian Professor who teaches in San Jose State. He's also the host of the party. He offered a Resume workshop for everyone. Gave lots of advice on how to further improve my resume and how to catch the attention of employers especially at economy crisis like now. Anyway, I thought his advice was really useful and constructive. After eating and eating.. We played a new scrabble thing.. Not quite sure what it's called.. But it was kinda fun.. haha.. After that, it was time to take off for me.. WOrk! I worked from 3pm to about 8.45pm. Got home about 9pm, took a shower.. and had nothing better to do.. Althou.. So much stuffs are like due this coming week.. Guess I'll try to get something done the rest of the nite or maybe tomorrow.. U know what they say.. No risk No gain.. =) Let's see how things go..

ROAR!!

Business plan due on Monday.. Haven't done shit! Politics mid term on Wednesday.. hvt even started to study.. GG.. Will be working from 3pm - 8.30pm.. Gosh.. Homework due on Tuesday! ROAR!! I just wanna hide in my blanket and sleep! Not gonna do a single thing! Complaining is Gay! But I have to release the pressure somewhere! gosh.. No where else but here.. =/ Today is not really my day I guess.. Need something to kick start it.. Please lighten up my day! SOmeone, someplace, something!

Fortune Cookie...

HAhaha.. I was eating Chinese food in student union yesterday and there was a fortune cookie.. Guess what it said.. haha.. Tomorrow will be a productive day.. But, don't oversleep... And guess what happened today!!? hahaha.. I actually got up like 6.45am for my 7.30am class.. But somehow got lazy and that freaking fortune cookie massage actually flashed accross my mind.. But it worked in the opposite way... AHHAHA.. I put my fortune in my own hands and decided to go back to sleep.. This is the second time that Im skipping this 7.30am classs.. It's way too early.. And.. He don't really lecture much.. Big part of the class is just questions from students and discussions that dont really relate to the class.. If you are wondering.. It's a local Politics class.. Super Boring!

Give me some directions please!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... Im lost im lost.. Can someone please bring me back on track? hahaha.. Gosh.. It's Sunday.. And I just watched 2 NBA games.. and 2 episodes of Man Vs Wild.. Did like 2 homework problems during commercial breaks.. LOL.. I know I know.. It din't worked out so well... Spurs Won thou! wooohooo.. And Lebron lost to Kobe.. hahaha.. Both of them din do much thou.. 23 winning streak home game for cavaliers BROKEN!! hahaha..

Hmmm... Again.. the semester has come to this point where there seems to be so much to do in so little time.. Yet.. Im feeling that Im not doing enuff.. LOL.. It sucks.. It's torturing me! Cmon! Help me out here! lolx.. All the distraction around is just too much for me to handle.. LOL.. This shows how bad is my resistance towards temptations.. Gosh.. =(

Tomorrow is Monday.. And Im glad that im still alive, healthy , etc.. But.. It's going to be the same Monday again.. Just like every other week.. Althou I learn some diff things.. But still.. It's gonna be a super long day.. 7.30am - 8.45pm.. THats like longer hours than a full time worker.. haha...

Sorry for all the complains.. I know I shouldn't be doing so much complaining.. ALrite.. Let's look at the good side.. hahaha. Well... I got entertained by the TV that I watched so much today.. ANd err... I din't get sick today.. It was a pretty relaxing day.. With minimal homework doing.. LOL.. I neeed to find something that brings my life alive again! I need some excitement.. Im gonna go all out! roar!

Am I a HateR?

Notice that this post is in a different color.. Why is that? I guess that describes my mood today.. It's Superbowl weekend! Most people here are sticking their asses on their couches at home watching the Superbowl XLIII which means 43.. Don quite understand how they came up wit the L for roman numbering.. But well.. IT's America.. they can pretty much do whatever they like..

So, back to my point. Why is this post in this weird color.. Reddish.. but gloomy.. which resembles my anger and also disappointment.. in what? in a couple of people over here.. I guess I have never described any of my frens over here huh? After reading some interesting article about life.. I find myself wearing so many distinctive masks at different occasions, being around different group of friends, in front of your boss, professors and family.. Honestly, I think everyone is doing the same thing.. Behaving differently, acting differently, talking differently, even the topic of conversation varies.. So, I am assuming that this is perfectly normal.. But do people realize that they are actually doing this each and every day? Sometimes, I find it hard to keep up to what I've created.. an image of myself that is.. Feels like Im going insane.. Why are we required to be like this.. why cant we just be ourselves.. Take out we... Can I just be myself? Im seriously sick of all these... Totally doesnt make sense...

Sorry for drifting away so much... but.. that all just came accross my mind.. ALrite.. back to my story.. sorry if this is lame.. but I seriously need to release all these shit from my heart.. It's been there long enough... I'm not gonna mention names.. but.. well.. I will describe them as M and T... I've known M since my second semester here.. At the beginning I find that he's a really cool guy that I can really hang out with... But, as time passes... I just find that he's really ermm... self centered! Im not saying that im selfless.. But he is just way too selfcentered.. He pretty much thinks that he is the best.. And every single thing that he said is right.. I just cant take this kind of attittude.. It's really difficult for me.. I've been keeping this in my heart so effing long.. and just feel like erupting it right now! Being in the same committee in our association.. I find it almost impossible to work with someone like him.. It's seriously a torture.. Been trying to ermm.. avoid seeing him most of the time.. but that's even harder as he's the soul mate of one of my housemates.. get what I mean? He's always around my apartment and it is unavoidable that he will knock on my door and come talk to me about his bla bla bla.. notice that everything is.. HIS... In my mind.. quietly of course.. I will be.. "whatever dude" seriously its getting effing annoying.. so yeah.. I guess Im hating M.. I don't exactly know what I should do... Should I continue to keep this with myself.. Or should I tell everyone directly.. Im seriously.. tired of keeping all these shit.. maybe i should just avoid any occasions that he'll be around.. maybe that helps.. about my apartment.. maybe i should just move out to some other place.. It's really really difficult to deal with this kind of shits... ROAR... Someone please help me out.. its driving me crazy...

About T, it isnt that serious.. Just that.. he's kinda weird sometimes.. and well.. we have different preferences i guess... but well.. ahhhhhhhh.. watever...

Spring 2009!! Here it comes!

Looks like my picture only posts didn't worked out that well huh? =/ I guess facebook does a better job than picture posts.. haha.. Well.. Just one last post before classes start on Thursday.. Am taking quite some units this semester.. having 13 units right now.. and looking to add another 4 more units.. yeah! 17 units! woohoo.. LOL.. am looking forward to my Ice Skating class that I might be taking.. hehehe.. California Universities just have this weird thing that students are required to take two kinesiology courses..

This winter break has been quite a blast and also quite boring.. LOL.. As I said.. The first part was awesome.. that was only one third of the break though.. the other two thirds of the break was just DOTA, eat , sleep, cleaning up room that takes forever... and shopping? going to SF sometimes.. LOL.. Pretty lame.. haihs.. But guess this is the luxury that is offered during break only.. LOL.. here comes reality! lolx.. weeeeeee... Up for the challenge.. That's life all about.. Appreciate, Appreciate and appreciate! Just need to keep reminding myself that whenever I am complaining bout something.. Someone out there must be suffering 10 times or even more of what im facing right now.. Yea! that helps comforting me sometimes.. LOL.. THING! tm.. LOL Trademark! just like in the love guru! hahaha..

Owh... I just watched Harold and Kumar.. Both episodes! hahaha... It's so effing hilarious! seriously.. watch it.. It's making fun of Racism, the usual stereotyping.. Gosh.. It really brightens up my day.. hahaha..



hHahahahaha... Don't know what else I can say.. Guess life moves on.. Another CNY without friends and family back in Malaysia.. =/ absolutely missing the CNY celebration.. The food, the chit chat, the ang paus.. the gambling.. the fun of shopping for new clothes.. hahaa.. ALthou I can do the shopping here.. But I guess shopping in Msia is a different experience.. especially wit frens.. ahhahaa..

Ermmm... Any suggestions on how to clean up my room? hahaha.. Have been trying to clean it up for so many effing days and its just not working.. LOL.. It gets untidy so quickly that I can't keep up! guess im not just the tidy kind of guy.. LOL.. with some empty beer bottles in my room.. I actually felt like one of the pranks on TV.. THose drug dealers, emo-ers, drug addict.. LOL.. Just missing some cigarettes.. No pictures will be provided! super messy! rarh! gosh...

Owh.. been thinking recently.. What should I do with my life? Besides the studies that Im struggling with of course.. Any suggestion of what to be picked up? any particular skills? Been just playing games whenever Im free.. Find that very unbeneficial... wow.. I just created my own word.. hahaha.. PLEASSE!!! TELL ME WHAT TO DO!! TOTALLY LOST HERE.. hahaha..

Yosemite.. Again.. Pictures only! haha

Vegas!! A Picture Speaks a Million Words.. =)