Gone... Lost.. Missing..

Yes.. The title pretty much describes the state that I am currently in. Where's the motivation that got me to the point that im on now? It just diminished.. Like Gone.. Poof! there it goes.. No idea.. Whats the point of doing all these again? No idea.. This sucks dude.. Like in the middle of the semester.. All Spring Break.. What have I been doing? Nothing! at least nth productive.. For some reasons, I was supposed to get a lot of rest.. However, I don think I had enuff sleep every nite.. Why is that? No freaking idea.. Something always come up.. And i get stucked.. And for long.. ANd sleep late nite.. NOt good.. Screw it.. It's Saturday.. 2 more days and school continues.. Currently a lil intoxicated wit a corona extra.. But why it came down to this? Coz I really don't know what else to do.. Im just having the feeling that.. WHy should I give a shit about all the school work? WHy can't I just do nothing.. Like do everything that is fun, exciting, easy, fulfilling, etc etc etc!! Gosh.. It's driving me nuts.. I don't think this is the first time it has occured to me.. Don remember what got me out of these in the past.. Songs? Trying to find some rite now.. =( and trying to talk to some friends too.. Other than that.. I really donno what can be done.. If u have the answer.. Please Please.. Help me out.. =)

Spring Break!!

Omgosh.. It's actually my third Spring break already!! So that means it's my third year in the United States too! hahaha.. The first spring break was kinda cool.. Went to an amusement park.. THe second Spring break I went to Seattle, Washington. and now.. Probably going to seaside!! ahhaa.. Santa Cruz? Maybe San diego.. hahaha.. But well.. I have 3 Mid terms right after mid term!!! =/ I will at least enjoy a few days of spring break wit errr... restttttttttt! Loads of rest! hahaha.. Gosh.. I like my new playlist! hahaha.. I don't know what genre is this.. but I like it! haha.. Most songs are songs that I heard on Pandora - the so called new kind of Radio on the INternet.. It's really cool.. I would recommend everyone to try it out.. Basically u just enter any artist or songs that you like.. And they will make you a playlist.. THen u can kinda comment on it whether u like it or not.. and they will modify the playlist again.. haha Cool rite? Owh.. There's also this site called Musicovery.com if im not mistaken.. It plays music according to ur mood.. ahhaha.. of course u have set ur mood there la... One downside of it is that the quality of music aren't that good.. at least for some of the songs.. But Pandora plays high quality music! =)

Hmmm.. Something not that pleasant happened right before spring break thou.. I was playing basketball wit a fren in the gym.. Everything was cool as we are playing among outselves.. Until we started playing wit 3 other ppl in the gym.. An African American and two American Asians? haha.. Yea.. The first game was cool.. We won it quite easily.. However, the second game got really ugly.. Out of frustration and tiredness.. They started to throwing in Hard fouls.. Like really hard.. if u know basketball.. It's basically a flagrant foul on some plays.. My fren has this bad problem that he's suffering from.. And they were throwing in clumsy hard fouls on him.. And they don't apologize after doing it.. I knew its gonna be a rough game from that point.. My fren got frustrated and he pushed one of the guys.. But luckily they din start a fight.. The game moves on.. WIt more and more foul plays.. And they started denying their fouls.. Althou obviously they are like fouling us on every play.. And then on one possession.. I just got so frustrated and tired of one of the guys.. He denied fouling me after wrapping around me and like whacking my arm a couple of times.. I don't know where it come from.. exam stress? homework stress? whatever it is.. The adrenaline just rushed up to my brain.. And I shouted out some really offensive words.. U know what I mean.. hahaha @U*#@**($*$*(@* bla bla bla.. Like really really loud.. I think people around the court are all looking at me and shits.. but watever.. We continued to play.. And we won by 2.. XD wahahhahahahaha.. SCREW THEM! Playing dirty will never get you any win! ROAR!!!

Hmmm.. until I get on a trip or something.. Spring break will just be a rest for me.. hehe.. Recharging for the remaining of the semester.. =)

The 100th Post =O

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!???? It's the 100th Post! wow.. How much crap has hamster released in this place.. Gosh. It's the freaking 100th time.. I think I created this blog sometime like 2 years ago.. When I first came to the US.. Cause I have nth better to do back then.. And still is now.. hahaha.. But.. It's been a really good container of my crappy thoughts.. hahaha.. Loads of BS by a BSer like me.. hahaha.. But well.. Ppl BS all the time.. =) It's okay.. hahaha.. So Wat is up!?

Let's see... 2 more mid terms.. One on Monday and one on Thursday.. And wooot.. after Friday's Ice Skating class... IT's SPRING BREAKKKKKKKK !! hahaha.. I know some people are already having their spring break.. Gosh.. CSU are always a week behind... =( but well.. We started school a lil later than others too.. But.. We end our semester later too! Ish... So unfair! Sometimes I wish I shoulda chose another university over this... Screwed me up so badly.. hahaha.. All the delay in graduation and stuffss.. gosh.. driving me nuts at times...

Owh.. I am gonna take this Opportunity to thank all the people who visited this place filled with Hamster's crappy thoughts.. =) Ur comments are really CONSTRUCTIVE and SUPPORTIVE.. hahaha.. Thank you, thank you. Please continue to do so in the future.. =) I don't know if there's any people who are quietly visiting and not leaving any comments .. Come on.. Just let me know that you know about this.. I already had this once.. Like someone suddenly told me, " haha.. I have seen ur blog.. " The moment was kinda embarrassing.. hahaha.. Ish.. How did people find out when I don send them the link.. All these spies and hackers! roar!! hahaha.. But if it's your way of knowing people's mind while not wanting them to know.. That's perfectly fine with me.. Coz I do that too! hahaha.. But... A simple Hi in the chatbox will be great.. =) REVEAL yourself! lolx.. Gosh.. Hope I have not been talking to imaginary person.. hahaha..

ANyway... It's time to start working on my homework.. And hopefully get some studying done.. Can't wait for Spring Break to come.. =D Till then.. Hamster.. SIgning off!