New bed!!

Heheheh.. i went to get a new bed today! hahaha.. it's an air bed.. Its quite comfortable too! hahaa. My housemates are saying i am gonna have a good nite sleep tonite.. since i slept on a considerable small mattress before this.. hahahaa.. Let me show you !

same old SAN JOSE...

yeap.. back to San Jose, California, United States of America. rarh! Sore throat is giving me such a pain in the throat and pain in the ass.. besides that im spitting yellow phlegm too.. YUCKS! hmm talking about phlegm.. hahaha nth nth.. there is a pain in my upper jaw near my right ear.. I do not know what is causing it, but it is definitely killing me. I've searched the internet for information about sore throat and found out that it is a symptom of TUMOR! omgosh.. my heart dropped when i read that part. i don't know whether the pain at my upper jaw near my right ear is the pain radiating to the ear that they are talking about. Hopefully its not.. haha! rarh! what is this la?

My sleeping time is all weird now too. i woke up at 1 pm today! omgosh.. slept at 2am last nite.. but still.. Thats a hella long sleep man.. haha.. i miss Malaysia.. haihs.. miss my bed.. my house.. haha.. how comfortable it is.. Love it so much.. haha cant wait to get my new mattress.. this mattress is too freaking small.. cant even fit me..

Moved in to this new apartment which is quite near to campus.. hahaa actually just across the street. but there are no furnitures. no desk. no chair. watsoever.. hahaha.. haihs.. charm.. So.. i've been here for about 3 days. Lets see what i've done so far.. haha.. sleep.. eat... unpacking.. watching anime, watching TVB drama, playing the guitar, paying fees, going to the bank, shopping, going to the apartment office.. haha thats about it wei.. most of the time i spent alone in my apartment.. yes yes.. im a loner again.. hahahaha.. kelian.. =( 2 more years here? im not sure if i can make it.. i'll try though.. haha.. unless someone managed to keep her promise.. LOL 47 is the lucky number huh? hahaha..

Alrite.. im lazy to write any further .. the sore throat is really killin me.. im gonna drink loads of water.. alrite.. till then.. laterz peeps! please drop your comments about my disease.. haha suggestions of treatment is greatly appreciated. =)

Back to US?

yeap.. 12 more days and i'll be off the land of Malaysia and be on my way back to San Jose.. SWT.. So, am i sad? I'm not too sure. I am sad i guess.. This feeling had been around me for some time.. i dont know what is that.. but it doesn't make me feel comfortable. crap.. rubbish.. Feeling lost at times.. What is the purpose of all these? Again.. failing to achieve what's expected.

Give and take.
Come and go.
Is that what's life all about? walao crappy man.. shit... Let's see.. back in US :

1) No Mamak! one of the major upset.. crappy food.. haha.. althou there are some nice ones.. but i still prefer Malaysia's food!
2) No Close Frens! this is the crappiest thing. Its just .. rarh! crappy.. no one to hang out with.. Not to say no one.. but.. its just different. With the different language.. i just dont feel connected at times.. rarh!
3) No Family! no Mommy's cooking.. rarh! all the crappy food.. and so expensive.. rarh! and im lazy to cook.. hav to do everything by myself.. crap! crappy life..
4) No Car! yeap.. it's all bout walking and taking public transport.. but this is acceptable. haha.. driving is stressful at times..

I am so gonna miss everything all over again.. and feeling lost again.. haha.. My Us frens once told me that sometimes when they wake up, they were shocked being in US.. " eh, why am i here? aren't i supposed to be home? " haha.. But guess this 3 years in US would be a different experience for me.. haihs.. i donno what might happen to me.. but watever it is.. i don care.. hahaha.. im just gonna finish what i am expected to do and see whats coming next.. hahaha.. omgosh.. i just don hav the vision that ycc always claims he has.. hahaha.. Maybe i am shortsighted and he has longsight.. akkaka.. watever..

haihs.. till then.. i'll enjoy the last few moments in Malaysia.. RARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
hamsters dont roar! they squeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk?