Hello ji4n's blog,
It's your owner here. Well, kinda. Sorry that this will be another emo post?
One of my friend's father just left the world. You have my deepest sympathy.
An introduction of a song,
might be interesting,
might be boring,
or maybe simply astonishing.
The pre-chorus of a song,
might be bringing you up,
might be bringing you down,
or maybe neither nor.
The chorus of a song,
might be the best part,
might be the worst,
or maybe just the same.
The bridge of a song,
might be the greatest part,
might be the saddest part,
or maybe a pre-ending.
The outro of a song,
might be the coolest,
might be the loudest,
but it is definitely ending the song.
What if the best of the song is at the end?
miss it if you stopped at any parts of the song.
you just have to play on.
No matter how bad is the intro, or any part of the song.
because you just wouldn't know what will be coming next.
Every song ends,
so do every life.
Enjoy while it still plays.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Is it important?
As stated in the title, "Is it important?" to be written by Jian Wei Loh, he argues that the most important things in his life are family, friendship and love. The author is going to begin by asking the question of what do people think is the most important stuffs in their lives? is it achievements? Perfect scores? or Money? Jian states that none of those in the list should be. Why is he saying that? He looked in the mirror today and found out that, he didn't know who he is? or who he was? who he intended to be and who he had become. It certainly sounds like one of those lost teenagers who are looking for themselves. I guess the answer lies in place. A place no other than themselves. But he couldn't find it. So he's in some identity crisis?
"Is the person that i am becoming really the person i wanted to be?" Seriously I'm not sure. Who do i wanted to be? A successful guy with loads of money and girls? Thats what they said isn't it? Guys will only be bothered by 2 things. Money and girls.
First up, money. What is up with money? Can money buy me happiness? maybe. Maybe not. It depends on how did one get the money. Through some dirty paths isn't gonna give him/her happiness. No way. Unless he/she is insane. But well, People like that do exist. As in for me, i think money can't buy you all the happiness that you wanted. But without it, you will be suffering. A quick example would be you got some kind of weird sickness. Maybe not you, someone else that you care about. Without money, how are you supposed to help them? with your strength? No. It doesn't work that way in the world today. Money comes first. With money, you can provide them with professional health care, and certainly comfort. What can be worse than seeing the ones you care leaving you and you can't help it?
Aite.. enuff of those crap.. i had enuff.. hahaa.. was just trying to write a proper.. errr opinion piece i supposed.. but ended up.. i got lazy again! hahaha.. me and my random mind.. maybe I'm going crazy.. well.. i can't help myself. so.. psychologists might.. hahaha.. actually i don't really get that stuffs about teenagers having trouble finding themselves? what the hell? We know who we are.. and why are we in wherever we are doing watever we are doing.. but is that really what we wanted to do? To a certain point maybe..
What's the point of studying engineering.. it's tough.. I didn't mean other majors are easy.. but why engineering? Cause it's a professional degree.. Without it, you can't find a job. WIthout a job, u will be BROKE! and live a life like what they said.. WAI LAO.. haha.. yeah.. so that is why we are studying.. it doesn't interest me at all.. maybe sometimes.. but.. i find some of them really irrelevant. it just makes me feel sick.. and questions why am i doing this? can't we just do whatever we want to do?
The answer is... WE can! But at a great price to pay.. You just don't dare to do it! to be rebellious? yeah.. for all these years.. following rules and stuffs.. and what did you get? i guess the result isnt there yet.. it might be a good one.. such as getting a degree and getting a good job.. But that wouldn't even mean a thing if you have no one to share with. ISn't it? who cares? That's the part where your family, friends and love ones comes in.. They are the ones that can share it with you.. they will be happy for you.. and proud of you.
People fall in the long journey. You just can't help it. Stand right back up when you fall. That makes you tougher.. each and every time. although it might be just a little. don't ever be afraid to walk again. Unless you can fly. ahhaha..
Aite.. So.. you guys watched a litre of tears? it's good in a way.. not that its sad.. but it's motivating! disabled being more hardworking than you? owh gosh.. you got to do better than that.. Yes.. the point of this paragraph is that appreciate what you got. and get the best out of your life. Although it might not be as good as others.. Make it better!
Been struggling with assignments and projects and readings? yeah.. it is definitely a pain in the ass. It's the first time this semester that i handed in a incomplete assignment. I did whatever i could. If its not good enough.. let it be.. At least i did the best.. Sometimes we shouldn't expect too much from ourselves.. do our best and hope for the best would be good enough.. there's always a " what if its not enuff? " LET IT BE! you did your best didn't you? If you were to blame.. admit it.. face it.. How hard can it be? * really hard XD *
THats it for now folks. Hope you will join me again with all my craps! =) Jian out!
"Is the person that i am becoming really the person i wanted to be?" Seriously I'm not sure. Who do i wanted to be? A successful guy with loads of money and girls? Thats what they said isn't it? Guys will only be bothered by 2 things. Money and girls.
First up, money. What is up with money? Can money buy me happiness? maybe. Maybe not. It depends on how did one get the money. Through some dirty paths isn't gonna give him/her happiness. No way. Unless he/she is insane. But well, People like that do exist. As in for me, i think money can't buy you all the happiness that you wanted. But without it, you will be suffering. A quick example would be you got some kind of weird sickness. Maybe not you, someone else that you care about. Without money, how are you supposed to help them? with your strength? No. It doesn't work that way in the world today. Money comes first. With money, you can provide them with professional health care, and certainly comfort. What can be worse than seeing the ones you care leaving you and you can't help it?
Aite.. enuff of those crap.. i had enuff.. hahaa.. was just trying to write a proper.. errr opinion piece i supposed.. but ended up.. i got lazy again! hahaha.. me and my random mind.. maybe I'm going crazy.. well.. i can't help myself. so.. psychologists might.. hahaha.. actually i don't really get that stuffs about teenagers having trouble finding themselves? what the hell? We know who we are.. and why are we in wherever we are doing watever we are doing.. but is that really what we wanted to do? To a certain point maybe..
What's the point of studying engineering.. it's tough.. I didn't mean other majors are easy.. but why engineering? Cause it's a professional degree.. Without it, you can't find a job. WIthout a job, u will be BROKE! and live a life like what they said.. WAI LAO.. haha.. yeah.. so that is why we are studying.. it doesn't interest me at all.. maybe sometimes.. but.. i find some of them really irrelevant. it just makes me feel sick.. and questions why am i doing this? can't we just do whatever we want to do?
The answer is... WE can! But at a great price to pay.. You just don't dare to do it! to be rebellious? yeah.. for all these years.. following rules and stuffs.. and what did you get? i guess the result isnt there yet.. it might be a good one.. such as getting a degree and getting a good job.. But that wouldn't even mean a thing if you have no one to share with. ISn't it? who cares? That's the part where your family, friends and love ones comes in.. They are the ones that can share it with you.. they will be happy for you.. and proud of you.
People fall in the long journey. You just can't help it. Stand right back up when you fall. That makes you tougher.. each and every time. although it might be just a little. don't ever be afraid to walk again. Unless you can fly. ahhaha..
Aite.. So.. you guys watched a litre of tears? it's good in a way.. not that its sad.. but it's motivating! disabled being more hardworking than you? owh gosh.. you got to do better than that.. Yes.. the point of this paragraph is that appreciate what you got. and get the best out of your life. Although it might not be as good as others.. Make it better!
Been struggling with assignments and projects and readings? yeah.. it is definitely a pain in the ass. It's the first time this semester that i handed in a incomplete assignment. I did whatever i could. If its not good enough.. let it be.. At least i did the best.. Sometimes we shouldn't expect too much from ourselves.. do our best and hope for the best would be good enough.. there's always a " what if its not enuff? " LET IT BE! you did your best didn't you? If you were to blame.. admit it.. face it.. How hard can it be? * really hard XD *
THats it for now folks. Hope you will join me again with all my craps! =) Jian out!
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Once again...
As you can see from the title, yeah.. once again.. haha this crappy feeling.. not really crappy.. i kinda enjoys it.. feeling of not wanting to do anything that i dislike.. (booo.. such as homeworks, reports and readings.)
aite *it means alrite if you are wondering* so.. how come i always don't know what to write when i blog.. because i have all those words that i wanted to say it here.. but once i get to this new post thing.. everything seems to vanish. but i have the freedom to write whatever i want to.. hehe.. soo.. been in the middle of some ... should i say problem? of two people.. and yea.. its a guy and a girl.. one is my brother.. *not blood related* and his ex gf... hahaha... aite..
It goes like this... they were together before he left to somewhere.. hahaha.. and its really far far away.. but still reachable by some means.. hahaha.. aite watever.. and they broke up after a month or two after he's gone.. the guy asked for it.. he said the feeling is just not the same and its fading.. and the girl.. who was dominated by the guy in their relationship, was kinda sad of it.. not kinda.. i shoulda say very sad.. but there's nth she can do about it. Time passes... The guy went back to Msia.
I was back in Msia at that time too.. and.. that guy, girl and me went out to yum char.. it was okay the first time.. but they didn't talk much though.. but the 2nd time.. which is the day before he is leaving again, both of them... told me that they feel awkward seeing each other and not wanting him to come ( for her ) and the other way round.. haha.. but it i ended up yum charing wit both of them.. hahaha.. im kinda bad ass.. hahaha.. it went okay i guess..
One more thing... okay.. this is kinda weird.. but watever.. i went out with his ex like a few times when i was back in Msia.. hahaha.. and .. i didn't inform him? And just i dont know what brings me to this but.. watever.. i felt like telling him and i did... hahah which is like a month later.. he was kinda pissed.. and i don't think there's anything wrong? since they broke up and he asked for it? and we just went out together.. its not even dating i guess.. aite.. watever.. this is getting boring..
Aite.. since i've said all these craps.. hahaha.. i dont know where did this came up.. but... i have a confession to make.. i don't think many people know about this.. but.. watever.. i had a gf here.. haha.. and please be aware of the 'had' that i used there.. it's kinda screwed up cause i didn't really contacted her while i was back in Msia.. Can't really help it with the time difference and time spent wit frens and family.. and i think didn't really spend much time wit my family.. but that always happens.. and yah.. she asked for a break up rite before i came back to US.. haha.. and i've never hear a word from her anymore.. she dont pick up my call.. her frens are pissed wit me.. but im lucky that my ex-roommate which is also a korean.. is cool wit me.. and we still hang out.. haha.. whatever.. i think its my bad in this but.. i did say sorry in email.. i know it wouldn't mean much.. but.. thats all i can do i guess.. haha...
Owh! i came across this song in the simpson's movie..
The Carpenters - Close to you
Its so nice! haha kinda.. it was actually a song compiled in a CD as gift for me some time ago.. haha.. Get it if u don hav it! haha strongly recommended..
hmmm.. Series that sucked - Prison break.. ( due to its lousy ending.. not even interested in season 2 )
Series that rocked my world for now.. - One Tree Hill.. ( it totally rocks! romance, sports.. its just so cool.. haha.. u might learn something from it.. such as.. how to deal wit relationship problem and stuffs. its really cool! strongly highly recommended! )
aite peeps.. i did took some pictures but im lazy to upload it from my phone.. it's like 2.15 am now.. haha.. i hav like loads of homework and reading to do.. but dont feel like doin it.. procrastinate! weeee... Getting familiar with procrastinating.. even read something bout how to deal wit it.. guess it didn't work.. cant really trust online stuffs.. and guess what? my housemate got a car! weeeee... now she can drive us around to get stuffs and eat! wahhahaha.. taiwanese and chinese food are so reachable now.. weee! so cool! love it! Rarh! im gonna cook some good food for everyone soon.. will take some pics.. hopefully it will look nice.. haha and.. for the mean time.. let's quote some quoting.. by whoever.. isn't that what everyone does? yeah.. im confirming to the group.. hahaha..
There's absolutely nothing you can do about your past,
No matter how tough it was.. how bad you did.. it's over,
You can always start over if you think you can..
What matters most is the future.. the past are just the past..
They give u good or bad memories or even appears in one of your dreams,
So, start getting on track and make a better future.. if u think u deserved one..
Wow.. i think i just broke the record of www.ji4n.blogspot.com of longest blog did i? hahaha .. Don't get tired of my blog.. haha read my mind! =) and.. one more question.. should i let more ppl to know about my blog.. haha ..
aite *it means alrite if you are wondering* so.. how come i always don't know what to write when i blog.. because i have all those words that i wanted to say it here.. but once i get to this new post thing.. everything seems to vanish. but i have the freedom to write whatever i want to.. hehe.. soo.. been in the middle of some ... should i say problem? of two people.. and yea.. its a guy and a girl.. one is my brother.. *not blood related* and his ex gf... hahaha... aite..
It goes like this... they were together before he left to somewhere.. hahaha.. and its really far far away.. but still reachable by some means.. hahaha.. aite watever.. and they broke up after a month or two after he's gone.. the guy asked for it.. he said the feeling is just not the same and its fading.. and the girl.. who was dominated by the guy in their relationship, was kinda sad of it.. not kinda.. i shoulda say very sad.. but there's nth she can do about it. Time passes... The guy went back to Msia.
I was back in Msia at that time too.. and.. that guy, girl and me went out to yum char.. it was okay the first time.. but they didn't talk much though.. but the 2nd time.. which is the day before he is leaving again, both of them... told me that they feel awkward seeing each other and not wanting him to come ( for her ) and the other way round.. haha.. but it i ended up yum charing wit both of them.. hahaha.. im kinda bad ass.. hahaha.. it went okay i guess..
One more thing... okay.. this is kinda weird.. but watever.. i went out with his ex like a few times when i was back in Msia.. hahaha.. and .. i didn't inform him? And just i dont know what brings me to this but.. watever.. i felt like telling him and i did... hahah which is like a month later.. he was kinda pissed.. and i don't think there's anything wrong? since they broke up and he asked for it? and we just went out together.. its not even dating i guess.. aite.. watever.. this is getting boring..
Aite.. since i've said all these craps.. hahaha.. i dont know where did this came up.. but... i have a confession to make.. i don't think many people know about this.. but.. watever.. i had a gf here.. haha.. and please be aware of the 'had' that i used there.. it's kinda screwed up cause i didn't really contacted her while i was back in Msia.. Can't really help it with the time difference and time spent wit frens and family.. and i think didn't really spend much time wit my family.. but that always happens.. and yah.. she asked for a break up rite before i came back to US.. haha.. and i've never hear a word from her anymore.. she dont pick up my call.. her frens are pissed wit me.. but im lucky that my ex-roommate which is also a korean.. is cool wit me.. and we still hang out.. haha.. whatever.. i think its my bad in this but.. i did say sorry in email.. i know it wouldn't mean much.. but.. thats all i can do i guess.. haha...
Owh! i came across this song in the simpson's movie..
The Carpenters - Close to you
Its so nice! haha kinda.. it was actually a song compiled in a CD as gift for me some time ago.. haha.. Get it if u don hav it! haha strongly recommended..
hmmm.. Series that sucked - Prison break.. ( due to its lousy ending.. not even interested in season 2 )
Series that rocked my world for now.. - One Tree Hill.. ( it totally rocks! romance, sports.. its just so cool.. haha.. u might learn something from it.. such as.. how to deal wit relationship problem and stuffs. its really cool! strongly highly recommended! )
aite peeps.. i did took some pictures but im lazy to upload it from my phone.. it's like 2.15 am now.. haha.. i hav like loads of homework and reading to do.. but dont feel like doin it.. procrastinate! weeee... Getting familiar with procrastinating.. even read something bout how to deal wit it.. guess it didn't work.. cant really trust online stuffs.. and guess what? my housemate got a car! weeeee... now she can drive us around to get stuffs and eat! wahhahaha.. taiwanese and chinese food are so reachable now.. weee! so cool! love it! Rarh! im gonna cook some good food for everyone soon.. will take some pics.. hopefully it will look nice.. haha and.. for the mean time.. let's quote some quoting.. by whoever.. isn't that what everyone does? yeah.. im confirming to the group.. hahaha..
There's absolutely nothing you can do about your past,
No matter how tough it was.. how bad you did.. it's over,
You can always start over if you think you can..
What matters most is the future.. the past are just the past..
They give u good or bad memories or even appears in one of your dreams,
So, start getting on track and make a better future.. if u think u deserved one..
Wow.. i think i just broke the record of www.ji4n.blogspot.com of longest blog did i? hahaha .. Don't get tired of my blog.. haha read my mind! =) and.. one more question.. should i let more ppl to know about my blog.. haha ..
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