The Way I Am =)

Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I Am

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Retrieved for A-Z Lyrics.com i think.. LOL...

Awesome song isn't it? Totally love it.. hahaha.. If a girl would sing this to me.. Gosh.. There goes my heart.. LOL.. Seriously.. It will make me feel so errr.. appreciated.. =D

Hmmm.. A lil updates just to keep my blog going.. hahaha.. Unlike some of the blogs that I used to go to all the time.. They are like.. stucked in a moment.. LOL.. ANd it's been forever! Hmmm.. Summer classes has begun! It's pretty damn crazy.. However, I am only taking this one class.. But last sunday wasn't a good one.. I was working on this film write up until like 4 am!! and I have 9 am class the same day.. =/ haha.. Coz I had to work in the morning.. so i started to work on that assignment at like 12am.. GG.. TOok me so much longer than expected.. hahaha..

One class for 6 weeks sounds easy enough huh? But the lecturer told us that last summer, almost 100% of the students failed.. We are like.. WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.. almost 100%? what do u mean by that? like 1 out of 25 passed? hahaha.. Dude.. thats ridiculous!! No Effing way!! You must be kidding me!! Yeah.. All those BS here and there.. got me and my frens worried.. LOL.. So... We''lll see if we can go through this class without much problem.. ROAR!!!

This summer do offers me more free time thou.. Now i can go to the gym like every afternoon.. Play some basketball and try to get some weight off.. hahaha.. hmmm.. Let's see.. Some pictures would be good huh? For those who dont look at my facebook.. here's some highlights of my 10 days road trip from Los Angeles to Las Vegas to Colorado to Arizona and then back to Las Vegas and Los ANgeles.. hahaha.. It's been a really awesome trip! Met up with two of my college mates.. hehehe.. 3 of us never fail to have fun together.. LOL.. And we did go to VEGAS! haha.. SIn City!

Wuuu Laaa Laaa.. It's Finals season again!

Owh yeah.. finals next week! hahaha.. Let's see.. Mechanics of Materials Lab on Tuesday, State Politics on Wednesday, Microsystem design on Friday, Vibrations and business organization on Monday! wuuuuuuulaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Flight booked!

Yeah! Finally got my flight booking done! hahaha.. So... I will be leaving on the 13th of July and will be back in Kuala Lumpur International Airport on the 15th of July.. Crap! Lost a day! hahaha.. owh well.. and will be staying till August 23rd! hahaha.. About a month ++ Till then.. time for bed! hahaha.. Can't wait to see everyone.. =)

It was Saturday and now it's Sunday.. Am having my second mid term for State Politics on Monday.. The worst subject this semester.. At least scoring wise.. haha.. Yah.. Screwed up badly on the first mid term.. But well.. Kept comforting myself that is not my major bla bla bla.. But it all still comes down to.. Screw up = Screw up.. No matter if its your area of concentration or wat.. I have to do better this time.. If not.. Who knows what's going to happen at the end of the semester.. This semester actually went by rather quickly.. It's April already.. which means.. There will only be like 5 - 6 weeks of classes left for Spring 2009.. haha.. But errr. Yeah.. Been studying Politics for like 2 hours today.. And only did like 2 chapters.. Im just so not used to staring at the same book and read and read and read.. Im more problem solving kind of people.. Reading just don't feel right for me.. That's why I don't really enjoy reading stuffs.. And reading something that Im not even really interested in.. States politics? Gosh.. Sounds Interesting? =/ Can't believe that people can actually major in Political Science..

Anyway.. Just an update for updating.. haha.. lame.. Errr.. Summer Schedule is out.. I will do my best to get in my class.. Which will last 6 weeks.. Will be done by July 10th.. Therefore, I still have about a month and a couple of days left of my summer.. Am planning to go back to Malaysia.. Still looking at air fares thou.. Hoping it will still drop.. hahaha.. Any tips? But yeah.. Most probably I will be going home.. At least I will be experiencing half of the summer over here.. My very first.. hahaha.. But yeah.. it's always good to be home.. =) Hmm.. I guess time for bed for me.. 2.12am huh? hahaha.. Guess what.. I actually finished E.U in less than a week.. Hardcore! lolx.. 30 episodes in less than 7 days.. haha... Can't believe I actually did that when Im taking 17 units.. LOL..

Ow ow.. I had my Ice Skating Midterm last Friday... hahaha.. It was good overall.. Just that I kinda screwed up my snow plow stop.. hahaha.. kinda got stucked in some blade prints left by other people.. Grrrrr... But overall it was good I guess... At least I didn't fall! wahahaha! Hmmm.. I really need to spice up my life.. Any constructive ideas? ahahha.. CONSTRUCTIVE please!

Gone... Lost.. Missing..

Yes.. The title pretty much describes the state that I am currently in. Where's the motivation that got me to the point that im on now? It just diminished.. Like Gone.. Poof! there it goes.. No idea.. Whats the point of doing all these again? No idea.. This sucks dude.. Like in the middle of the semester.. All Spring Break.. What have I been doing? Nothing! at least nth productive.. For some reasons, I was supposed to get a lot of rest.. However, I don think I had enuff sleep every nite.. Why is that? No freaking idea.. Something always come up.. And i get stucked.. And for long.. ANd sleep late nite.. NOt good.. Screw it.. It's Saturday.. 2 more days and school continues.. Currently a lil intoxicated wit a corona extra.. But why it came down to this? Coz I really don't know what else to do.. Im just having the feeling that.. WHy should I give a shit about all the school work? WHy can't I just do nothing.. Like do everything that is fun, exciting, easy, fulfilling, etc etc etc!! Gosh.. It's driving me nuts.. I don't think this is the first time it has occured to me.. Don remember what got me out of these in the past.. Songs? Trying to find some rite now.. =( and trying to talk to some friends too.. Other than that.. I really donno what can be done.. If u have the answer.. Please Please.. Help me out.. =)

Spring Break!!

Omgosh.. It's actually my third Spring break already!! So that means it's my third year in the United States too! hahaha.. The first spring break was kinda cool.. Went to an amusement park.. THe second Spring break I went to Seattle, Washington. and now.. Probably going to seaside!! ahhaa.. Santa Cruz? Maybe San diego.. hahaha.. But well.. I have 3 Mid terms right after mid term!!! =/ I will at least enjoy a few days of spring break wit errr... restttttttttt! Loads of rest! hahaha.. Gosh.. I like my new playlist! hahaha.. I don't know what genre is this.. but I like it! haha.. Most songs are songs that I heard on Pandora - the so called new kind of Radio on the INternet.. It's really cool.. I would recommend everyone to try it out.. Basically u just enter any artist or songs that you like.. And they will make you a playlist.. THen u can kinda comment on it whether u like it or not.. and they will modify the playlist again.. haha Cool rite? Owh.. There's also this site called Musicovery.com if im not mistaken.. It plays music according to ur mood.. ahhaha.. of course u have set ur mood there la... One downside of it is that the quality of music aren't that good.. at least for some of the songs.. But Pandora plays high quality music! =)

Hmmm.. Something not that pleasant happened right before spring break thou.. I was playing basketball wit a fren in the gym.. Everything was cool as we are playing among outselves.. Until we started playing wit 3 other ppl in the gym.. An African American and two American Asians? haha.. Yea.. The first game was cool.. We won it quite easily.. However, the second game got really ugly.. Out of frustration and tiredness.. They started to throwing in Hard fouls.. Like really hard.. if u know basketball.. It's basically a flagrant foul on some plays.. My fren has this bad problem that he's suffering from.. And they were throwing in clumsy hard fouls on him.. And they don't apologize after doing it.. I knew its gonna be a rough game from that point.. My fren got frustrated and he pushed one of the guys.. But luckily they din start a fight.. The game moves on.. WIt more and more foul plays.. And they started denying their fouls.. Althou obviously they are like fouling us on every play.. And then on one possession.. I just got so frustrated and tired of one of the guys.. He denied fouling me after wrapping around me and like whacking my arm a couple of times.. I don't know where it come from.. exam stress? homework stress? whatever it is.. The adrenaline just rushed up to my brain.. And I shouted out some really offensive words.. U know what I mean.. hahaha @U*#@**($*$*(@* bla bla bla.. Like really really loud.. I think people around the court are all looking at me and shits.. but watever.. We continued to play.. And we won by 2.. XD wahahhahahahaha.. SCREW THEM! Playing dirty will never get you any win! ROAR!!!

Hmmm.. until I get on a trip or something.. Spring break will just be a rest for me.. hehe.. Recharging for the remaining of the semester.. =)

The 100th Post =O

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!???? It's the 100th Post! wow.. How much crap has hamster released in this place.. Gosh. It's the freaking 100th time.. I think I created this blog sometime like 2 years ago.. When I first came to the US.. Cause I have nth better to do back then.. And still is now.. hahaha.. But.. It's been a really good container of my crappy thoughts.. hahaha.. Loads of BS by a BSer like me.. hahaha.. But well.. Ppl BS all the time.. =) It's okay.. hahaha.. So Wat is up!?

Let's see... 2 more mid terms.. One on Monday and one on Thursday.. And wooot.. after Friday's Ice Skating class... IT's SPRING BREAKKKKKKKK !! hahaha.. I know some people are already having their spring break.. Gosh.. CSU are always a week behind... =( but well.. We started school a lil later than others too.. But.. We end our semester later too! Ish... So unfair! Sometimes I wish I shoulda chose another university over this... Screwed me up so badly.. hahaha.. All the delay in graduation and stuffss.. gosh.. driving me nuts at times...

Owh.. I am gonna take this Opportunity to thank all the people who visited this place filled with Hamster's crappy thoughts.. =) Ur comments are really CONSTRUCTIVE and SUPPORTIVE.. hahaha.. Thank you, thank you. Please continue to do so in the future.. =) I don't know if there's any people who are quietly visiting and not leaving any comments .. Come on.. Just let me know that you know about this.. I already had this once.. Like someone suddenly told me, " haha.. I have seen ur blog.. " The moment was kinda embarrassing.. hahaha.. Ish.. How did people find out when I don send them the link.. All these spies and hackers! roar!! hahaha.. But if it's your way of knowing people's mind while not wanting them to know.. That's perfectly fine with me.. Coz I do that too! hahaha.. But... A simple Hi in the chatbox will be great.. =) REVEAL yourself! lolx.. Gosh.. Hope I have not been talking to imaginary person.. hahaha..

ANyway... It's time to start working on my homework.. And hopefully get some studying done.. Can't wait for Spring Break to come.. =D Till then.. Hamster.. SIgning off!

It Turned out to Be a Pretty good day! =D

Yes.. I got up at 9.00am this morning as I was anticipating to play some basketball. Was kinda disappointed thou.. As I don't have a ride to play ball.. My fren's ankle is still hurting and he's not going, which means I don't get to go too.. After that, I went out to get some food for the pot luck party at noon. I was thinking not to attend as I have to work at 3pm, but finally decided to go and it was absolutely the right decision.

At the party, there's this Malaysian Professor who teaches in San Jose State. He's also the host of the party. He offered a Resume workshop for everyone. Gave lots of advice on how to further improve my resume and how to catch the attention of employers especially at economy crisis like now. Anyway, I thought his advice was really useful and constructive. After eating and eating.. We played a new scrabble thing.. Not quite sure what it's called.. But it was kinda fun.. haha.. After that, it was time to take off for me.. WOrk! I worked from 3pm to about 8.45pm. Got home about 9pm, took a shower.. and had nothing better to do.. Althou.. So much stuffs are like due this coming week.. Guess I'll try to get something done the rest of the nite or maybe tomorrow.. U know what they say.. No risk No gain.. =) Let's see how things go..

ROAR!!

Business plan due on Monday.. Haven't done shit! Politics mid term on Wednesday.. hvt even started to study.. GG.. Will be working from 3pm - 8.30pm.. Gosh.. Homework due on Tuesday! ROAR!! I just wanna hide in my blanket and sleep! Not gonna do a single thing! Complaining is Gay! But I have to release the pressure somewhere! gosh.. No where else but here.. =/ Today is not really my day I guess.. Need something to kick start it.. Please lighten up my day! SOmeone, someplace, something!

Fortune Cookie...

HAhaha.. I was eating Chinese food in student union yesterday and there was a fortune cookie.. Guess what it said.. haha.. Tomorrow will be a productive day.. But, don't oversleep... And guess what happened today!!? hahaha.. I actually got up like 6.45am for my 7.30am class.. But somehow got lazy and that freaking fortune cookie massage actually flashed accross my mind.. But it worked in the opposite way... AHHAHA.. I put my fortune in my own hands and decided to go back to sleep.. This is the second time that Im skipping this 7.30am classs.. It's way too early.. And.. He don't really lecture much.. Big part of the class is just questions from students and discussions that dont really relate to the class.. If you are wondering.. It's a local Politics class.. Super Boring!