I'm sorry..

Sorry! for myself... nothing had changed but worsened. its all bad... all bad!! nth is going right! Stand right back up after u fall is not easy at all.. that makes those ppl successful.. im wondering whether i could be one of them.. i hope i could.. i really did so badly in the test today.. i think it is the worst so far... but there is still hope as there is part 2 of the test... Did i not study enuff? maybe so.. im such a bad person.. bad bad bad.. stupid stupid! aaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i spilled water on my lap top twice for the past 2 weeks............... Maybe i should be thankful that it is still working.. but my mic arent working thou.. i donno y!!!! I donno what to do now.. or perhaps wat i can do... its all bad! I just cant wait till i get home lar... all these stuffs is straining me to the max.. im necking... and breaking soon.. I just wanna finish this bad ass semester and go home! home! but with my bad results... my parents will be so disappointed in me... bad son i am.. haihs................................. scholarship? it's like a star that is sooooooooooooooooooo far away now.. and its just going further and further.. or perhaps im the one who is sinking... hamsters cant swim u know.. so the will just sink.. and there he goes.. i think hamster might go into depression if he continues this.. he is just pathetic.. no one to blame but himself.. such a loser... stand up and fight again... easy to say thats for sure.. ahhhhhhhhhh.... who said the past is not important? aint the past determines the future? Im SORRY Loh Jian Wei...

* slaps himself *

drag through the last 39 days..

Hamster is being dragged all the way to the 29th May.. hahaha.. thats the only way he could go through this.. without the strength to even walk with his four tiny feet and paws. He is being dragged.. his back is burning in pain but he has no choice but to go with the flow....with lil hope, and with his lil or no determination.. he is trying to stand on his feet again.... as the people said.. people who are successful are those who are able to stand up right after they fall... how about hamsters? hahaha.. are they the same?

Hamster is confused with what he have been doing lately... He is really being very undecisive.. he couldn't help it.. meanwhile, time is not waiting for him and is dragging him along... He is hurt.. Whenever he wants to stand up.. time is just ahead of him and pull him down again.. there is just not enough strength.. and so be it..

enjoying the emoticons?

so... u peeps seem to be enjoying spamming emoticons huh? hahaha.. i dont even know how to make one in the chatbox... =( haha.. anyways.. i hav a whole report to hand in tmr.. and i've just started it.. its already 10.35PM now.. haaha.. it's due tmr.. haihs.. procrastinating.. lazying... hahaha...

Im really so good in lazying.. hahaha so its that an advantage i have over people.. =P its bad.. but i cant help it.. hahaha.. lazying is just so good.. no worries.. no nth.. i can just sit there.. and do nth.. haha.. or lay on my bed.. cover myself wit my blue comforter.. hahaha.. hmmmm.. and still waiting for the day to go home.. owh.. how i wish tmr its the day for me to go home.. hahaha...

Materials materials materials.. worst subject of all.. althou the test result wasnt as bad as i expected.. but still.. hahaha.. i dont think im doing well in this sub.. probably the worst out of all... hahaha.. i hate the reports.. the introduction hav to be like 2 pages long.. single spacing!! i think thats more than a thousand words? hahaha.. i just hate these reports.. rarh! bite them into pieces! and then throw them in the dustbin.. and then recycle it.. and then write reports on them again.. and it goes on and on.. never ever ending.. ahhaha..

hahaa.. my roommate is asking me questions about Malaysia for his homework.. he wans to know the tradition or culture.. bla bla bla.. hahaha.. so wat should i tell him? yum char? haha CNY? hahaha i told him a bunch of chinese traditions like red color brings luck.. just simply.. hahaha.. i dont think its that important.. its just a homework.. hahaha where testing his language comes first? hahaha.. rarh! yobuseyo.. means hello on the phone.. hahaha.. but yobu alone means wife.. omgosh.. the korean language is just fascinating huh?

alrite.. better continue with my work before my eye lids gets heavier.. haha! fight like a hamster!!!!!!!!!!!!

43 days and counting....

weeee 43 days to go.. one more mid term to go till finals.. my last finals is on the 22nd MAy.. cant wait for it to be over so i can go back to MALAYSIA!! hahaha... i'm drunk last nite.. i guess.. its been a while since i last drank beer + 2 types of wines.. hahaha.. thanks to my korean frens.. hahaha.. and i went to sleep at 12 am as they continue having fun.. and i woke up at 3am and join them again.. hahaha.. it was my housemate's burfday.. I think it was really a great one for him as the one he likes is there wit him. hahaha thats really cool.. hmmm.. just had my circuits second midterm on wednesday.. i don't think i did that well in it... haihs... there's just not enuff hard work.. i'm so bad at working hard at myself when im not in the mood.. =( hahaha.. hmmm.. thats it for now!

Another Sunday..

Its Sunday.. haha this happens week after week.. haihs.. which means.. monday is real near.. mid terms coming up! 2 of them in the coming week.. rarh.. circuits is driving me crazy >.< its so hard to understand.. ahhaha.. or maybe cause im stupid. haihs.. =( kakaka.. as another sunday comes.. it means another week has gone by.. which means im a week nearer to go back home! home sweet home.. hahaha.. 29th May is the day.. lets see.. today its the 8th of april.. there are 30 days in April.. that makes.. 22 days left in April.. 28days in May.. so that makes it.. 50 days! wow.. thats more than a month.. rararara.. no worries.. time flies.. hahaha.. wooosh.. and i will be back in malaysia without even knowing.. haha.. kekeke...

50 days and counting!

Hesitate, hesitate, and hesitate.. whats is wrong with me? i just kept hesitating what should i do.. should i do it.. or should i not do it? Sometimes i feel like it.. sometimes i dont feel like it.. hahha.. is this some kind of psychological disorder? Hahaa.. watever it is.. BRING IT ON! i'll fight till my very last breath..

Happy birthday LONG SHI YUN!

hahaha its our dear fren's Long Shi Yun's burfday! ahhaha.. to be honest, i didn't remember it.. but on april fool day something came across my mind about someone's burfday.. and its Ms.Yun! haha hope she'll enjoy it.. i know she will.. wit all the frens around.. hahaha .. nitez

half way half way

Im half way through! hahaha the semester of coz.. mid term 2s on the way.. just a week away.. and then the finals.. and woooosh.. back in msia.. hahahah.. cools.. anyways here are some pics from my san franc trip. ahaha.. statics is driving me crazy again.. its so tough.. struggling to even catch up.. haihs.. how!?!? hahaha fight like a spartan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rarhhhhhhhhhhhh wooops.. just realized there is some positioning prob wit the pics.. haha.. its style ok? hahaha

Motivate me !!

" When you fight, fight like a lion. If you get hurt, fight like a wounded lion. The only losers in this world are the quitters."
Written in 2007 by Ronaldo A. Gonzales --- Philippines
This my favorite quote and it encourages me to keep standing whenever I end on the ground bleeding.

RARHHHHHHH.. so fight like a lion it is! hahahaha.. ok!

at the time being, while i still have not get started on my work, lets upload some pictures from great america.. hahaha..