It Turned out to Be a Pretty good day! =D

Yes.. I got up at 9.00am this morning as I was anticipating to play some basketball. Was kinda disappointed thou.. As I don't have a ride to play ball.. My fren's ankle is still hurting and he's not going, which means I don't get to go too.. After that, I went out to get some food for the pot luck party at noon. I was thinking not to attend as I have to work at 3pm, but finally decided to go and it was absolutely the right decision.

At the party, there's this Malaysian Professor who teaches in San Jose State. He's also the host of the party. He offered a Resume workshop for everyone. Gave lots of advice on how to further improve my resume and how to catch the attention of employers especially at economy crisis like now. Anyway, I thought his advice was really useful and constructive. After eating and eating.. We played a new scrabble thing.. Not quite sure what it's called.. But it was kinda fun.. haha.. After that, it was time to take off for me.. WOrk! I worked from 3pm to about 8.45pm. Got home about 9pm, took a shower.. and had nothing better to do.. Althou.. So much stuffs are like due this coming week.. Guess I'll try to get something done the rest of the nite or maybe tomorrow.. U know what they say.. No risk No gain.. =) Let's see how things go..

ROAR!!

Business plan due on Monday.. Haven't done shit! Politics mid term on Wednesday.. hvt even started to study.. GG.. Will be working from 3pm - 8.30pm.. Gosh.. Homework due on Tuesday! ROAR!! I just wanna hide in my blanket and sleep! Not gonna do a single thing! Complaining is Gay! But I have to release the pressure somewhere! gosh.. No where else but here.. =/ Today is not really my day I guess.. Need something to kick start it.. Please lighten up my day! SOmeone, someplace, something!

Fortune Cookie...

HAhaha.. I was eating Chinese food in student union yesterday and there was a fortune cookie.. Guess what it said.. haha.. Tomorrow will be a productive day.. But, don't oversleep... And guess what happened today!!? hahaha.. I actually got up like 6.45am for my 7.30am class.. But somehow got lazy and that freaking fortune cookie massage actually flashed accross my mind.. But it worked in the opposite way... AHHAHA.. I put my fortune in my own hands and decided to go back to sleep.. This is the second time that Im skipping this 7.30am classs.. It's way too early.. And.. He don't really lecture much.. Big part of the class is just questions from students and discussions that dont really relate to the class.. If you are wondering.. It's a local Politics class.. Super Boring!

Give me some directions please!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... Im lost im lost.. Can someone please bring me back on track? hahaha.. Gosh.. It's Sunday.. And I just watched 2 NBA games.. and 2 episodes of Man Vs Wild.. Did like 2 homework problems during commercial breaks.. LOL.. I know I know.. It din't worked out so well... Spurs Won thou! wooohooo.. And Lebron lost to Kobe.. hahaha.. Both of them din do much thou.. 23 winning streak home game for cavaliers BROKEN!! hahaha..

Hmmm... Again.. the semester has come to this point where there seems to be so much to do in so little time.. Yet.. Im feeling that Im not doing enuff.. LOL.. It sucks.. It's torturing me! Cmon! Help me out here! lolx.. All the distraction around is just too much for me to handle.. LOL.. This shows how bad is my resistance towards temptations.. Gosh.. =(

Tomorrow is Monday.. And Im glad that im still alive, healthy , etc.. But.. It's going to be the same Monday again.. Just like every other week.. Althou I learn some diff things.. But still.. It's gonna be a super long day.. 7.30am - 8.45pm.. THats like longer hours than a full time worker.. haha...

Sorry for all the complains.. I know I shouldn't be doing so much complaining.. ALrite.. Let's look at the good side.. hahaha. Well... I got entertained by the TV that I watched so much today.. ANd err... I din't get sick today.. It was a pretty relaxing day.. With minimal homework doing.. LOL.. I neeed to find something that brings my life alive again! I need some excitement.. Im gonna go all out! roar!

Am I a HateR?

Notice that this post is in a different color.. Why is that? I guess that describes my mood today.. It's Superbowl weekend! Most people here are sticking their asses on their couches at home watching the Superbowl XLIII which means 43.. Don quite understand how they came up wit the L for roman numbering.. But well.. IT's America.. they can pretty much do whatever they like..

So, back to my point. Why is this post in this weird color.. Reddish.. but gloomy.. which resembles my anger and also disappointment.. in what? in a couple of people over here.. I guess I have never described any of my frens over here huh? After reading some interesting article about life.. I find myself wearing so many distinctive masks at different occasions, being around different group of friends, in front of your boss, professors and family.. Honestly, I think everyone is doing the same thing.. Behaving differently, acting differently, talking differently, even the topic of conversation varies.. So, I am assuming that this is perfectly normal.. But do people realize that they are actually doing this each and every day? Sometimes, I find it hard to keep up to what I've created.. an image of myself that is.. Feels like Im going insane.. Why are we required to be like this.. why cant we just be ourselves.. Take out we... Can I just be myself? Im seriously sick of all these... Totally doesnt make sense...

Sorry for drifting away so much... but.. that all just came accross my mind.. ALrite.. back to my story.. sorry if this is lame.. but I seriously need to release all these shit from my heart.. It's been there long enough... I'm not gonna mention names.. but.. well.. I will describe them as M and T... I've known M since my second semester here.. At the beginning I find that he's a really cool guy that I can really hang out with... But, as time passes... I just find that he's really ermm... self centered! Im not saying that im selfless.. But he is just way too selfcentered.. He pretty much thinks that he is the best.. And every single thing that he said is right.. I just cant take this kind of attittude.. It's really difficult for me.. I've been keeping this in my heart so effing long.. and just feel like erupting it right now! Being in the same committee in our association.. I find it almost impossible to work with someone like him.. It's seriously a torture.. Been trying to ermm.. avoid seeing him most of the time.. but that's even harder as he's the soul mate of one of my housemates.. get what I mean? He's always around my apartment and it is unavoidable that he will knock on my door and come talk to me about his bla bla bla.. notice that everything is.. HIS... In my mind.. quietly of course.. I will be.. "whatever dude" seriously its getting effing annoying.. so yeah.. I guess Im hating M.. I don't exactly know what I should do... Should I continue to keep this with myself.. Or should I tell everyone directly.. Im seriously.. tired of keeping all these shit.. maybe i should just avoid any occasions that he'll be around.. maybe that helps.. about my apartment.. maybe i should just move out to some other place.. It's really really difficult to deal with this kind of shits... ROAR... Someone please help me out.. its driving me crazy...

About T, it isnt that serious.. Just that.. he's kinda weird sometimes.. and well.. we have different preferences i guess... but well.. ahhhhhhhh.. watever...