It's never too late?

What is meant by it's never too late? when u are late u are late.. of course.. some might say that its never too late to start all over.. but that is so much easier to be said than done.. a million to the power of a million harder!

I have two midterms.. one might be tomorrow which im not even sure.. and one is on thursday.. but it might be both on thursday too which i prefer.. if it is on tuesday it will definitely caught me unprepared.. and i will probably screw it up so badly that i would cry looking at it.. hahaha... dam! have been so stressed up! stress is beneficial huh? Not so.. when u have ulcers.. headache and feel like killing yourself.. There are just so many many things to be worried about.. homeworks.. assignments.. mid terms.. now adding in a malaysian club thing.. and work.. grrrr.. its really driving me nuts... although hamsters like nuts.. i do too.. but i don wanna go nuts! rarh! i dont wanna eat up myself..

i had a weird dream yesterday.. i once heard ppl said that if u remember ur dream.. u must've not slept well.. i guess so.. have been yawning in class non-stop.. and there's even tears in my eyes.. hahaha.. grrrrrr... stress stress and stress.. n e ways.. the dream was.. about a girl.. it's really weird.. she knows that im leaving soon.. to somewhere.. LOL.. and she made me this kinda.. errr album.. full of food and a lot alot of stuffs.. and it's like a really really long story written in a book.. i didnt read it in the dream as it was too long.. and i decided to keep the album till im free to read it.. haha maybe someday i shall read it in my dreams.. if it still exists..

rararara.. gtg class now.. let's see if i can get through this without having to give up anything.. i hate it when i have to choose between stuffs.. grrr.. but life is just full of choices.. this and that this and that this and that.. lalalala.. wateva la..

A little video i found.. hahaha.. it was taken accidentally when i was back in Malaysia.. a mamak session with LSZ, Yin Yang and Jo.
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Enjoy or suffer.. YOUR choice!

wuu... this has to be one of the best weekend that i spent in San Jose. For the very first time, i played football! as in American football.. not soccer.. hahaha.. It's cool! althou my team lost most of the game... haha.. if u can spot me in the pic.. im at hmmm mid right? wearing green and white strips.. =) the sand there was really cold! and i mean it! so cold!

BTW, it's Santa cruz beach. about an hour drive from san jose downtown. i've heard alot about ppl wasting their weekends.. haha and im always doing it.. but its really up to how u 'waste' your weekend.. if u do something that got u relaxed.. i guess that wasn't a waste afterall.. since u get all the enjoyment from it.. haha.. anyways... those are peeps from my housemate's christian fellowship.. called A2.. hmmm.. they organizes all types of activities.. santa cruz beach bonfire was one of them.. haha.. althou im not (yet) a christian, * thats what they say... * i guess they don't really care... we just hang out and have fun. =) they are all good ppl.. i know.. haha..

I think it's pretty much our choice whether to enjoy something or not.. now.. i actually have a General redo of a physics exam. Because the class did really bad. The lecturer is giving us a chance to improve our score.. by 30 points max for 3 questions.. I don't know how to do them.. and im kinda struggling.. so.. i end up did like 2 of it and got stuck. Planning to see a tutor tmr.. hopefully they can help. See.. if i chose to struggle wit it.. i would be so stressed up.. but instead.. i chose not to.. i mean how much can that affect my life? learn to look further i guess... u might be stressed out.. but why not take a break? haha.. go do whatever u wanted to do for a while.. since u cant accomplish the stuffs that are supposed to be done.. haha.. i don't know.. u might get less things done this way.. but i guess there's less suffering.

bla bla bla.. One tree hill is over! all four seasons.. i finished it in errr... 1 month? hahaha.. am watching the drive of life now.. cool! lala.. since i don't know how to do my work.. im just gonna do things that i enjoy doing! which is watching drama for now.. haha.. till then.. dont stress out with problems that u are having.. look at the good side of things.. dont be negative.. there will be a way if u have the will.. =) go on and see what happens.. sometimes u have to let ur ego down.. but thats ok.. just do it.. i was thought to open up the door to others.. * in the leadership conference * haha.. ermm.. yeah.. you just wont know if u dont try.. just don carry expectations.. and u'll be fine ;)