Why!!!?

hmmmmmmm... i don't know why... rarh! suddenly feel so cold here.. sigh.. when i am cold.. i miss home very badly.. and i miss my girl.. a lot! i want her to be by my side.. hahaha.. rarh! felt better now.. after talking to my friends.. friends are really important.. i should really mix around more here.. hehehe.. i'll be back in malaysia in June.. rarh!!