Roommate?

roommate? no roommate? hahaha.. where is my roommate? still not ere yet.. its friday already.. maybe saturday on sunday.. haha.. the anxiety of mine are fading already.. hahaa in fact.. getting sien.. i dont mind if he's not coming.. hahaha.. so so.. 1 mid term down.. 4 more to go? hahaha.. having two mid terms next week.. =/ alrite.. who cares? hahaa.. hmmm.. had the hardest english class yesterday. owh man.. it was really tough.. hahaha.. 2 peer mentors came.. and was supposed to talk to everyone of us.. the same shits.. why are u coming to college? why did u come to San Jose state? holy crap.. when it came to my turn.. haha i just said to get a degree.. and they asked hell lot s of questions.. and its tough.. coz i dono the answer.. or perhaps wat to answer.. ahahah. crappy.. so what am i here for? i hav really no idea.. suffer? hahaha nawww... to get a god damm paper called the Certificate.. hahaah of a bachelor in Mechanical Engineering? hell yeah.. but why San Jose? haha.. coz i tot it was a nice place.. it turns out okay.. i mean just okay.. and they asked bout wats next after college? haha i dont know.. i seriously dont know.. work? yea i guess so.. thats the way of life? haha i would rather not hav to work.. but cash is what we need huh? haha althou its just a bunch of papers and stones.. people are dying for it.. haha not all thou.. hmmm... but most.. hahaha.. dont tell me u would resist money.. hahaa.. So.. what do u expect from your life? whats ur goal? after college.. go to work.. then get married.. then wat else? get kids.. kids grow up. and we'll be gone.. hahaha.. thats it? is that what life is? hmmm maybe so for most people.. haha althou they hav goals like. i hav to be successful.. define ur successful man.. getting rich? invent some shits? haha or wat? getting thousands of wifes? hey.. thats not a bad idea.. hahaha.. no idea no idea.. live to live.. yah.. weird! What if im not here.. hmm will it make any difference? nawww... we just like one of the pico nano meter of dust in the world.. hahaha.. live a normal life.. thats all... yup.. this world is just too troublesome.. problems everywhere.. cant ppl just look at stuffs differently? all looking for benefits and shits.. i hav no doubt to say that all ppl are selfish.. i might be mean but thats the truth ain't it? think bout it.. time will make things right.. i hope.. hahaa.. watever... wat if i fail college? wat if i dont get a good job after i graduate? so wat? hahaa.. i still live on.. maybe not as comfortable.. hahaha.. hell yeah.. screw this shits... what am i writing.. hahaha no idea.. Planet Earth... THE SELFISH PLANET.. hahaha!