Once again...

As you can see from the title, yeah.. once again.. haha this crappy feeling.. not really crappy.. i kinda enjoys it.. feeling of not wanting to do anything that i dislike.. (booo.. such as homeworks, reports and readings.)

aite *it means alrite if you are wondering* so.. how come i always don't know what to write when i blog.. because i have all those words that i wanted to say it here.. but once i get to this new post thing.. everything seems to vanish. but i have the freedom to write whatever i want to.. hehe.. soo.. been in the middle of some ... should i say problem? of two people.. and yea.. its a guy and a girl.. one is my brother.. *not blood related* and his ex gf... hahaha... aite..

It goes like this... they were together before he left to somewhere.. hahaha.. and its really far far away.. but still reachable by some means.. hahaha.. aite watever.. and they broke up after a month or two after he's gone.. the guy asked for it.. he said the feeling is just not the same and its fading.. and the girl.. who was dominated by the guy in their relationship, was kinda sad of it.. not kinda.. i shoulda say very sad.. but there's nth she can do about it. Time passes... The guy went back to Msia.

I was back in Msia at that time too.. and.. that guy, girl and me went out to yum char.. it was okay the first time.. but they didn't talk much though.. but the 2nd time.. which is the day before he is leaving again, both of them... told me that they feel awkward seeing each other and not wanting him to come ( for her ) and the other way round.. haha.. but it i ended up yum charing wit both of them.. hahaha.. im kinda bad ass.. hahaha.. it went okay i guess..

One more thing... okay.. this is kinda weird.. but watever.. i went out with his ex like a few times when i was back in Msia.. hahaha.. and .. i didn't inform him? And just i dont know what brings me to this but.. watever.. i felt like telling him and i did... hahah which is like a month later.. he was kinda pissed.. and i don't think there's anything wrong? since they broke up and he asked for it? and we just went out together.. its not even dating i guess.. aite.. watever.. this is getting boring..

Aite.. since i've said all these craps.. hahaha.. i dont know where did this came up.. but... i have a confession to make.. i don't think many people know about this.. but.. watever.. i had a gf here.. haha.. and please be aware of the 'had' that i used there.. it's kinda screwed up cause i didn't really contacted her while i was back in Msia.. Can't really help it with the time difference and time spent wit frens and family.. and i think didn't really spend much time wit my family.. but that always happens.. and yah.. she asked for a break up rite before i came back to US.. haha.. and i've never hear a word from her anymore.. she dont pick up my call.. her frens are pissed wit me.. but im lucky that my ex-roommate which is also a korean.. is cool wit me.. and we still hang out.. haha.. whatever.. i think its my bad in this but.. i did say sorry in email.. i know it wouldn't mean much.. but.. thats all i can do i guess.. haha...

Owh! i came across this song in the simpson's movie..
The Carpenters - Close to you
Its so nice! haha kinda.. it was actually a song compiled in a CD as gift for me some time ago.. haha.. Get it if u don hav it! haha strongly recommended..
hmmm.. Series that sucked - Prison break.. ( due to its lousy ending.. not even interested in season 2 )
Series that rocked my world for now.. - One Tree Hill.. ( it totally rocks! romance, sports.. its just so cool.. haha.. u might learn something from it.. such as.. how to deal wit relationship problem and stuffs. its really cool! strongly highly recommended! )

aite peeps.. i did took some pictures but im lazy to upload it from my phone.. it's like 2.15 am now.. haha.. i hav like loads of homework and reading to do.. but dont feel like doin it.. procrastinate! weeee... Getting familiar with procrastinating.. even read something bout how to deal wit it.. guess it didn't work.. cant really trust online stuffs.. and guess what? my housemate got a car! weeeee... now she can drive us around to get stuffs and eat! wahhahaha.. taiwanese and chinese food are so reachable now.. weee! so cool! love it! Rarh! im gonna cook some good food for everyone soon.. will take some pics.. hopefully it will look nice.. haha and.. for the mean time.. let's quote some quoting.. by whoever.. isn't that what everyone does? yeah.. im confirming to the group.. hahaha..

There's absolutely nothing you can do about your past,
No matter how tough it was.. how bad you did.. it's over,
You can always start over if you think you can..
What matters most is the future.. the past are just the past..
They give u good or bad memories or even appears in one of your dreams,
So, start getting on track and make a better future.. if u think u deserved one..

Wow.. i think i just broke the record of www.ji4n.blogspot.com of longest blog did i? hahaha .. Don't get tired of my blog.. haha read my mind! =) and.. one more question.. should i let more ppl to know about my blog.. haha ..