yeap.. 12 more days and i'll be off the land of Malaysia and be on my way back to San Jose.. SWT.. So, am i sad? I'm not too sure. I am sad i guess.. This feeling had been around me for some time.. i dont know what is that.. but it doesn't make me feel comfortable. crap.. rubbish.. Feeling lost at times.. What is the purpose of all these? Again.. failing to achieve what's expected.
Give and take.
Come and go.
Is that what's life all about? walao crappy man.. shit... Let's see.. back in US :
1) No Mamak! one of the major upset.. crappy food.. haha.. althou there are some nice ones.. but i still prefer Malaysia's food!
2) No Close Frens! this is the crappiest thing. Its just .. rarh! crappy.. no one to hang out with.. Not to say no one.. but.. its just different. With the different language.. i just dont feel connected at times.. rarh!
3) No Family! no Mommy's cooking.. rarh! all the crappy food.. and so expensive.. rarh! and im lazy to cook.. hav to do everything by myself.. crap! crappy life..
4) No Car! yeap.. it's all bout walking and taking public transport.. but this is acceptable. haha.. driving is stressful at times..
I am so gonna miss everything all over again.. and feeling lost again.. haha.. My Us frens once told me that sometimes when they wake up, they were shocked being in US.. " eh, why am i here? aren't i supposed to be home? " haha.. But guess this 3 years in US would be a different experience for me.. haihs.. i donno what might happen to me.. but watever it is.. i don care.. hahaha.. im just gonna finish what i am expected to do and see whats coming next.. hahaha.. omgosh.. i just don hav the vision that ycc always claims he has.. hahaha.. Maybe i am shortsighted and he has longsight.. akkaka.. watever..
haihs.. till then.. i'll enjoy the last few moments in Malaysia.. RARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
hamsters dont roar! they squeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk?
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